Monthly Archives: February 2012

SET FREE MAX

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sitting here in staffroom, just completed the band camp proposal entirely fully totally (finally) and thinking about lastnight…

OH MAN

I HAVE BEEN SET FREE FROM A LIE I HAD BEEN “HOOKED-ON” FOR 6 YEARS.

good bye days of crying and being caught in circles. it feels like there’s a huge thick threadline in my head which has been cut with a dandy scissors into half and now i feel one level higher.

unbelievableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee feeling. it makes so much sense. i feel so silly believing in a HUGE LIE. dratssssssss.

i literally feel like my heart is lighter, my body feels lighter, a huge burden (which i really placed on myself..) has been taken off.

<3

SO THANKFUL for my very awesome very God-sent discipler Sis WanPing and discipleship mates :’) thanks for loving me and not judging me about the things i say and supporting me and understanding me and spurring me and slapping me in the face for all the wrong truths.

so timely sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo timely, God really loves me tons. i was just thinking about this the whole day. feeling like my head is messed up, battered (thats a good word) over that lie, this time it came back worse this entire week. it was a super bad burning point.

you guys are the best best best besttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
:’)

ask me ask me ask me what it is (cause its so long and i’m afraid if i type it out its not the same as if i share it face to face with you) :D

you will know the truth and the truth WILL SET YOU FREE :’) sob sob. so true!

>:( oh gosh if that’s for me i wonder how many more of my lg members or even friends have been living in lies….

stunned.

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got first level approval. he says he’s for it, and he says if i don’t get the scholarship, he’ll ask for funding from SAC or cluster. 

wahhhh…. ): favoured…… really. 

now if i can get through auditions….

arghhh

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cannot stand myself.

i seriously need to change my belief in this aspect once and for all. grrrrr >:(

 

belief -> decisions -> outcome

 

dream house one day

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big big big big big living room so that lifegroup can come to my house. and so that i can have student/teacher’s recitals before major exams/performances or friends and i can have sight reading till wee hours. visitor’s room so that people can come stay over!
my room can be small, its ok. lol
oh ya. pretty toilet too.

international music festival 2012

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God willing, i will go to italy to perform this year.
God willing, i will get the funds/scholarship to go there.
God willing, i will get through crazy rigorous auditions.
God willing, MOE will let me off.
no wonder, it can only be God willing.