CHASING RAINBOWS. or not?

goodbye to you, goodbye to everything i thought i knew.
with one step at a time, maybe i could save the world.
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His mercy never comes to an end

Think I had one of the best chinese new year this year

Love it how our family could all just come together and just admit, yes, we are going through tough times, yes we don’t know why things happen this way, we don’t know, we don’t.
But we can hold on to the Lord and walk in His way always.

I love how my aunt dreams big. And has vision in everything, even family.
Truly.
Nothing is mpossible if you do it with God.

Feeling invincible now
In a no-evil-can-kill-me-way

hello esplanade again :)

stepping into esplanade again never felt so good.
it sounds so crazy, but my breathing changed when my foot took its first step in of 2012.
gone, the days the years before where i came endlessly for rehearsals, practices or just to watch concerts.
ok, if will come again, just not now now now, so… i will take more trips for now…
so many nafa peeps i caught.
we’re all doing so good after we graduate even though school was super sucky for some of us…

busy screaming weijuan’s name at the concert hall with my lg heh

i want to catch don giovanni, the italian opera!
they cost a bomb, but ah why not

i used to think i can take it if my future husband cannot understand music.
but honestly…

if i walk away

Lately, I’ve been the quiet one,
Waiting, searching the lines of the
Songs you played for me.
Sailing into the misty air,
Fading, bound for I don’t know where,
When I’m there, I’ll see.

And if I walk away,
Please follow me,
If I walk away,
Please follow me.

Weightless, drifting through stars I got
Faithless, woke in the dark and I
Made this from my dream.
Play me all your sweet rhymes
Recreate me, now comes the time when I’ll
Need your truth to see.

And if I walk away,
Please follow me,
If I walk away,
Please follow me.

Walk away,
Let the fear fall away,
Into the fire you made,
Scarlet and gold.
Walk away,
Head for the light of day,
Follow a brighter way,
Out of the cold and dark,
Down to the one bright spark
Futures that all might start
Someday.

So, if I walk away,
Please follow me,
If I walk away,
Please follow me.

Fragments, shells of a long ago lifetime,
Faces that once were mine,
Thrown down by the sea.

If I walk away,
Please follow me,
If I walk away,
Would you please follow me.

josh groban & toys for tots

in the war between mic and cellphones… mic wins everyday.

irony

the same when we entered into the same class auditioning based on same requirements.
the vast difference, when we all left and where we are now.
its too scary.
but it shows reality.

i have a dream.

the latest and freshest.

i want to open an arts musuem. import in all the old instruments, buy new ones, find lost treasure, bring kids, their parents and friends on tours around the museum, let them know, see, touch, hear, be exposed to the wonders of music….

God is so good.

1st week of discipling my disciples has wrecked me.
it has been a good, no, a life-changing week.
i am amazed by whatever is coming out of my own mouth then i will stop and go, “wait. did i just say that?”
i see needs arising, i see truth, i see pains, i see joy, i see change.
the 1st week was like a booster week to show me how i need to pave the way for 2012 in my lifegroup and for my members.
casting visions, sharing dreams, sharing our needs, our hurts, our pains, our joys….. led to smiles, surprises, overwhelmness and even tears of brokenness.
i heard joyful news, i heard news which made me swell with pride, i heard bad news, i heard news beyond my own control, i heard news which made me break down in tears right to the depths of my heart.
is this how God feels? i’m sure He is.
man, when i asked Him for His heart i didn’t expect it… so fast.
so many emotions in a short span of a week led me to one thing – thank you.

thank you lifegroup members for being so honest.
thank You God for allowing me to serve with such a bunch of people.
thank You God for discipleships.
thank You God for giving me such a strong discipleship group between us lifegroup leaders.
thank You Jesus for dying on the cross for this salvation.
thank You God for your Word which never waivers, never fails, never ever.
thank You God for allowing to me a lifegroup leader.
thank You God, yes, we go through tough and painful times, but you know what. we’re only going THROUGH it

what a bold prayer i made last year 2011.
when we said our lifegrop will love all sorts of people from all walks of life.
what a bold prayer which God answered…..

love it that i have that opportunity to grow and be more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more like Jesus each day.
full. responsibility.

i know. we know.
my lifegroup members know.
sometimes we will end up feeling helpless and feeling weak. and at times like this, its okay to be honest and acknowledge that we dont know what to do.
i am weak, i am no super woman, i am not perfect, thats why i need God to help me be strong.
life didnt become a bed of roses when i knew Jesus (and it certainly wont magically become one!)
but i know from now on, i will never walk alone in life.

cheesy.
but nothing lesser than the truth

wee!

moody poody loody cooly

i am moody. i am moody. i am moody.
and having cramps.
#WHYAMIGIRL

OKAY STOP WHINING

[edit]
ok i know why.
this is the busiest admin day of my life!!!!

the kid inside of me

after teaching the sec1 normal tech class…
i wonder.
did the demands of our own education system kill the creativity we say we want our students to have?
i think so.

soon crowned queen of emails.

i’m never a too-big fan of emails, snail mail more
but today i truly realised the power of emails after emailing the whole afternoon away.
efficiency max.
yay thank you technology