CHASING RAINBOWS. or not?

goodbye to you, goodbye to everything i thought i knew.
with one step at a time, maybe i could save the world.
=]

sandy can eat a lot leh!

sushi buffet!
with sandy, eline & wanyi
wanyi’s first sushi buffet, so it was super
<3 chawamushi

willingness, i’d rather be.

surprise!
this was on my table this morning attached with a note.
breakfast, wow. from my sister.
(:

i officially have sibelius 6, the original in my Mac.
spent $225 on it, on a shared license w jo-n, and yes! i have it!
(so much cheaper than if i were to get on my own, prolly $500 without educational discount?!)
thank God, now i can do my scoring work and listen to it anytime anywhere! (:
and to think my wishlist in year1 was to have a sibelius 5. chey :p

the workload is starting to “show its true colours”
but ahs.
for now, the work is still fun!… and i hope it continues this way for a little longer.

(:

*crossing the road*
stef: this traffic light the green man very long one, take our time.
*really walking, taking our time*
*starts blinking*
stef: quite long one…
*halfway through, turns RED man*
stef: EH?!

HAHA.
plankton rocks
in case you didn’t know, in the ocean foodchain, the plankton is one of the most important.
LOL

binded on mine, so that i’ll remember everyday.
only Yours.

encouraging!

(:
joy joy joyful!
even when things are not picture perfect and blah blah, i’m still feeling the joy joy joy joy joy down in my heart (:
guess this is something which mere humans can never give me, but God alone.

too many awesome things had happened today….. and the entire week, and i anticipate more.
of course, i have my fair share of not-so-positive things, not that good results, problems here and there….
but still.
things are starting to fall into place. i don’t know how, but it did.
(:

a lecturer i never knew or talked to me in the lift and said, “do things one at a time. don’t do them all, or else, you’ll tumble. don’t have to feel stressed!”
and i was like……? he looks like charlie chaplin..
ooooohhhh, creepy, maybe he overheard me talking to victor about the work we have to do in year3! :p
later i found out he’s this guy from victor.

driving exam: 4th april
if samantha and i pass, we will celebrate at Marche

thank You Lord for making me whole

La Boheme

the first time i’ve ever sat stall seats in the esplanade theatre where i can actually clearly see the english/chinese subtitles and even the faces of the performers.
usually, we’d just go for the cheapest seats right at the top (:
but thankfully, through some discounts and get tix which were not too cheap or ex, my sis and i got good seats for La Boheme.
but where we were sitting… almost all the ladies wore elegant dresses and some even evening gowns.
alamak.
still, good show though! the set design was really good, i must say.
when Mimi died, the angmoh woman beside me teared and i stared at her for a minute, haha.
i managed to find some of my friends (or rather, they find me, cause i wasn’t too sure it was them) whom i have not met or talked to from the orchestra for such a very very long time….. most of them went overseas to do music or is working now. (:
i think i might just prefer this to movies sometimes, live music and live acting
… sometimes. LOL

i woke up really late and missed 1st lecture of the day, chinese music ):
but i saw mr yeo in school and he gave me notes for today, asking if i wanted them.
(: grateful.

this month’s reading plan is Acts.
but i’m reading proverbs too, so yeah, do so if you want to!

i dreamed last night.
dororin lived and had a big big house, a few stories.
but it was a haunted house.
and cheryl went to join a cult and i was persuading her to get out.
-.- some nightmare.

but surely.

Proverbs 2
9 Then you will understand what is right, just, and fair,
and you will find the right way to go.

J

i remembered the day you smsed me to tell me to start saving cause i never knew what was going to happen… even when i said it wouldn’t happen.
and even though i found you irritating, you still were so insistent on it.

its been more than 6 years.
but i just wanted to let you know.
it did happen.
and even though rubbish started, yes, i’m still thankful for you.
(:

everyone does learn… from mistakes.

higher… grounds.

i had an awesome start of the day
other than the fact that lately jams have been so frequent and common, which was quite a spoiler… for 5 minutes, before i empathized with the fact that the circle line is coming up = construction on the roads.

today i listened to us singing Silver Lining (Finale) and wondered how come we could do the entire opera project all so well without even really know much about it and all, especially in recording, filming, layering, whatever.
then finally i realised why schools like Juilliard don’t go into specializing.
like.
duh.
no wonder they say you don’t have to be in a poly course to enter university.

twister fries,
grab it before it all goes!

supporting and encouraging. it gave me strength!

i AM.

was in school for PS.
laoshi was in a better mood, cause he was rather moody on his birthday when i called him (:
and thanks to the crazy 3 people who battled traffic jams and long bus rides to come down to NAFA (what a surprise, LOL) to eat and. er. drop by

counterpoint homework
everytime i changed a note……… the other notes must all change.
ARGH
):

bought the FAMOUS CHICKEN PIE(s) from my school down to jayzee
ya, its the one which OOZES out with meaty goodness
i like it so much just watching people enjoy the good food i recommend (:
(ade, eline & chu, if you’re reading this. i had leftovers for YOU! now its at home. LOL)

i AM embracing change.
i AM looking from the lens of God
i AM loving people even if they are unlovable
i AM not going to be judgemental
i AM going to go on, even if i’m down, don’t want to or don’t know how to
i AM going to do all these, because I AM not alone, and
I AM more than a conquerer in Christ
i AM who i am, cause the great I Am says I AM

january has gone, it was pretty HAPPENING and good so…
FEBRUARY. COME LA.

real faith.

age specific ministry.
in 5 weeks.
I CAN’T WAIT HONESTLY
its just…. new! new direction new grounds new everything!
life group – doing life together
i’m excited for something which hasn’t even happened yet… LOL

nat’s birthday.
my 1st time in a karaoke session, ktv. no joke
the room was HUGE, and i was an expert in working the tv song machine thing
super funny watching everyone let loose and sing their hearts out… especially the guys into a microphone. LOL

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click!

FAITH LIKE POTATOES
if you liked… facing the giants, fireproof… you’ll like this (:

read the review by a magazine.
oooooh sounds awesomeeeeee
click here, really!

The condition for a miracle is difficulty, however the condition for a great miracle is not difficulty, but impossibility.

the new jazz.

we had the SYF band demo this morning.
and compared to last year’s, this one was much much quieter.
no drama :/

new strength.
and the support.
i decided i won’t.. and i can’t give up.
(:

3 things today
1) new car for driving = Jazz
i feel super vulnerable…. esp on the road.
period. heh
2) orchestrate and arrange yue liang dai bian wo de xin for orchestra… for homework. fresh!
3) got a phone call from someone who has not called for…. quite a long time (:
was a really good chat, but er. HAHA.

For the Lord is the ROCK of my salvation.

relentlessly.

after today’s leader’s training..
so excited i don’t know what to say!
yeah. so many things, really.

some things i want to literally give up.
some things i want to go on, but don’t know how.
some things i think i don’t know how to take it through.
but i’m still going to pursue Him…. relentlessly.
(: