i don't shout for joy, i scream for it!

< DEEPER
< let love tear down these walls
< pastor glyn barrett. ZAI !
< my first love, forever you will be
< vision (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
< STAND UP, not sit down, do SOMETHING, not do nothing
< i serve the MAN, and the MAN has a PLAN
< coincidence is nothing
< war games, i cannot believe i was in the torturers’ chamber…. having lunch.
< RED TRIBE! R is for REVOLUTION! i love all 70 of you. best cheer (:
< God heals: cough, flu, headache
< i got a book for free and signed! wow
< late night debriefs
< encouragement cards, and i really appreciate the sweets, though i don’t eat them, but i appreciate it (:
< wrecked, ruined, by Him = awesome
< interrupting… good good good good
< RED BULL! i love my ever spontaneous games team
< a few new nicknames i got through this camp: rebek, rebekah, becca, and…. RACHEL. -.- what happened to rebecca / becky? LOL
< pinfen patting me to sleep, i miss!
< our very own cell member, eline = miss youth impact !!!
< you can't, you can't, you can't, yes you can through Him!

DEEPER
done.
one life changing camp, i must say, this is the one which i saw many breakthroughs not only in my own, but so many other people's life, its crazy amazing.
changes this month, amazing, changes this month, is needed.

for now… i dread unpacking the smelly clothes ):

take me deeper than i’ve been before
take me furthur God i long for more
take me higher than I’ve been before

Oh, give me, Lord, Thy love for souls,
For lost and wandering sheep,
That I may see the multitudes
And weep as Thou didst weep. —Harrison

had service at RJC today, tomorrow’s camp already.
sermon -> money
its true. everything we have belong to God.
even the money our parents give us, was because God blessed them with a job.
even the food on the table, was because God allowed the vegetables to grow.
amazing.

(:

camp tomorrow till wednesday.
see you guys.
RJC, Red Tribe!!!

the sister came in and did this for me!
lights from cambodia, how pretty (:

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tribe meeting, games comm meeting, MT debrief, everything was going on at the same time…. at night.
really hectic, but i did what i could to run here and there.
things are really different this year, especially in the way camp is run, and i guess with changes, you have to learn to adapt and take the chance get to pick up stuff on the way too.
awesome , psyched for camp! (:

btw. grey is back.
the clever little cat jumped through the gates and waited outside the main door, meowing till my maid opened the door. he really did know his way home, smart little thing (:
so yeah, i presume he went on his own 5D4N holiday trip.
if only i could speak cat language…..

drove an auto car for lesson today.
have to drive an auto car at least once before i take my manual license.
really awesome, the car doesn’t roll back at slopes. LOL

the new, the new.

He will water the seed you plant in the ground, and the ground will produce crops in abundance. At that time yr cattle will graze in wide pastures.

my job is to plant…
and check out the fertiliser, the soil, and everything else yooooo

ONE
Grey’s not home… for a few days ):
and he’s 12! he can’t survive the world out there!!
hope it’s not cat-napped….

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TWO
me: no taste leh… *jabbing pandan tau huey*
cheryl: *eat* wah! very sweet!
me: …..

hate blocked noses.

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THREE
got my results, thank God, i thought it was stuck in the mail like forever.
lesser As and more Bs and Cs though compared to previously. ooohhh
and i have a failed attendance module! unbelivable.
:p
still thank God for a good semester in NAFA!

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FOUR
good things start with C.

Christ.
Christmas.
Camp.
Countdown to 2010.
Christian.

not to forget! – singapore 5 Cs!
Cash
Condo
Cheque
Car
Certificate

and more Cs!
College
Cuttlefish kangkong
Cornflakes with milk
Cold ice cream
Chiwamushi
Coconuts from Cambodia
Chocolate Chip Cookies….
it goes on.

don’t call me becky anymore.
my name is now Celery.

(:

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ARE YOU KIDDING. THIS IS KICKASS AWESOME! (:
but after a while… you get sick of hearing the sax. lol

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dum da da.

tribe meetings.
games comm meetings.
counting down 4 more days to beautiful raffles junior college.
i love their campus other than the rather ungodly stairs.. which i have to climb like. 6 floors of it.
seriously ):

plus point.
cheryl came back w baked potato stuffed with bolognaise meat sauce.
yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

grace. its really by grace.

ok i totally postponed lessons till next week cause i can’t think straight, play straight or listen straight with a sick throat and nose.
):

on a brighter note.
red cheers are done! (:
wed, thurs, fri, sat, all preparing for camp!
RJC, soon!

will be in my school/town area this thurs from about 11-230pm repairing my berry, settling school stuff, checking on chairs, bring cheryl to eat wanton mee and big mangoes. (:
let me know if you want to come!

R is for Revolution.

after just one week,
i forget how to drive safely, park properly, and everything else.
buck up me!!!!

<3
mum's cooking. such a long time since i last had it.
potato soup rocks. so does seaweed soup. so does onion eggs.
therefore, i decided my husband must be able to cook next time.
then again… maybe not. cause he'll just criticize how lousy i am.

live for in this world.

dororin came by my house with bbq-ed prawns!
bliss.

appreciation night for our team hanyang at xinwang.
this fri’s the entire cambodia team’s appreciation dinner!

<3
hanyang.stef.ade.audrey.madeline.weiting.cheryl.
milly.sarah.fangmei.sergio.gabriel.melvin

overnight best friends and family.
the best best best mission trip team i've ever ever had!
i thank God for you.
(:

just came back! and yes, i celebrated my bday there! (so did ade!)
and i think being in cambodia is like, the best birthday present ever. (:
what better to do than to be serving others for God on such an important day of my life?

cambodia was just… indescribable.
cambodia, so different from thailand, but yet the fact is that all of them needed to hear about God.
and in cambodia.. the people, the orphans, there loved God so much, that though they have nothing, they give everything.

everyday was just such a touching experience!
from the churches, to the slums, the orphans, the school, the few villages, the christmas party, the prayer walking, the sharing, the girls’ talk, every little bit, was God led.
we gave out clothes, food, prayers, information to chew on, hugs, presents, fun, but most importantly, shared the love of God through it all.

the first time i’ve ever seen slums like right in front of my eyes!
i mean, we know about slumdog millionaire and all, but woah, when i saw i it, i was like…
makes me wonder and ponder on how lucky we singaporeans are.

even as we encourage them, i’m super encouraged by them.
the orphans. some of them with no parents, or both parents with HIV positive blood, some were on the brink of death when they were found, some even watched their parents die or even committed suicide.
but guess what?
they didn’t wallow in their self pity, instead they looked forward and spent everyday with God.
God was their life, their one and only God.

just to let you know, the orphans were from about 4-25 years old (:
i love trading and sharing testimonies with the older orphans, cause their life stories are amazing.
the way they talk about God, the way the emphasize how much God is their everything, it’s super amazing

after this trip, i think it really changed my perspective and views on some stuff.
even some unexpected ones, which i think is really really good.
i learn how to appreciate certain people more, i learn how to love more, i learn how to step out of my comfort zone, i learnt that the world out there is so much bigger.
(:

two different nations.
two different languages.
but the same God.

and yes, my favorite team.

Team Hanyang (Phnon Phen)

hope my body clock is going to be turned back (:
i feel sleepy at 10…